After several days talking to you for 5 hours daily, somehow today, we don’t talk. Welp, I had a very busy day too. Entertaining guests from breakfast, to lunch, straight to hi-tea and dinner, then supper. Fuh. 4 course meal… And yes, I cooked. And cleaned up the kitchen and house prior and after the guests. I didn’t sleep (nap, yes, but not sleep) for 24 hours straight. And when I finally did, it felt soooo good!
After all the hectic and chaos, I called you. Just to have a quick catchup with you before I turn to bed. But to no avail. Then I just sleep, thinking that maybe a ‘Hey’ will pop up in my chat some times later. But no.
Woke up at 3:15 am in the morning, ‘did I miss his call?’ Eagerly turn on the screen, and again, still nada. This is somehow frustrating… And I started overthinking. Did I send something, did I say something, did you think I did something that was meant to hurt you?
And just like that, I know this is how Im going to fuck all of this all over again.
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