Well to be honest, I have 2 reasons why I should update my blog.. Or maybe 3.
1- It has been a very long long time since the last time I updated my blog. And I knew for sure I have so many silent readers *senyum sinis*. Heran jugak aku.. Contohnya Idayu:
Me: Weh aku still tak dapat lesen kete. Sangkut kat L.
Idayu: Yeahh aku tahu. Kau pergi attend kelas BI tu buat hape...
Me: How the hel....
Idayu: I read your blog...
Hurmmmmmmm silent reader detected! Takpo takpo.. At least hahaha aku tahu aku tak membebel sensorang and I will have to be more aware on updating blog after this...
2- Because I wanna test my typing skill over my new keyboard. Hahahahaa I know it sounds silly but hahaha I bought myself a new keyboard macam PC tu even though I use laptop.. And since aku sendiri dah lama tak guna PC keyboard, awal-awal tu memang awkward nak mampus.. Typo saje memanjang.. Tapi lama-lama dah terbiasa. Namun, nak jugak test typing skill untuk karangan.. Hahahaa suke ahh dengar bunyi dia. Macam pakai typewriter Jidi. God I miss that old thing.
Okay watching my laptop, and keyboard as well as my subs make me happy.. Hahaha. Ingat nak upgrade jadi PC one day. Maybe macbook hehehehe tapi bajet belum cukup bakhangg. And maybe beli desktop Apple ni is quite membazir.
3- Because tetibe inspired by my friend punye topic. Judgmentalism. So this is what that Im going to talk about... Punye panjangkann muqadimah yang aku bagi. Ni baru nak masuk isi. Hehehe. Okay first I thought that judgmentalism ni bukan satu perkataan pun.. Hahaha sesuka hati je aku tibai. Dahlah bila type tu, the garis merah appeared. Dah sahh la kan. Pastu aku try search, jumpa! Hahahah
Hahh bapak beso aku bagi kat hangpa semua.
Aku tak faham actually dengan sikap or our society's mentalities. Melayu, Cina, India atau lain-lain, semua tak lari dari sikap senang nak judge someone, tapi obviously laa kan orang Melayu ni lebih sikit..
Aku sendiri pernah kena. Okay, so my family kitorang cakap mix BM and BI. Baik family kecik kat Dungun or bila balik KT or KL. Alhamdulillah, my family members semua boleh bercakap dalam Bahasa Inggeris fluently, terutama Jidi (my mother's father). Jidi punya English perghhh mantop. So, bukan sesuatu yang hairan laa bila kitorang gather and talk in malay and english sebab semua faham. Nak dijadikan cerita, kitorang pergi kedai makan and Ain and I were having conversation in English, Jidi mencelah laa sekali. Aku dah nampak waitress tu jeling. Haha time aku nak gi bayar kat counter, mamat yang jaga kaunter tu speaking dengan aku. Hahaha aku gelak je laa and aku jawab Melayu. And boleh dia jawab
"Laa boleh je cakap melayu rupenye.. orang tganu leklek pulokk. Aku ingat mat saleh. Rupenye mat saleh celup. Celup tepungg. Dik, lain kali op, cakap BM je la. Cakap tganu lagi molek. Ni dokk, berangan nok jadi mat saleh, ceh."
Panas molek.. Aku just senyum kambeng and chow. Aku doakan mamat tu dihurung lipas dan cicak masa dia tidur.
Ape, cakap BI je terus dilabel lupa bahasa ibunda? Ahaaa ni bukan first time laa aku kene actually. Dah banyak kali dah. Tambah pulak, my mom seorang lecturer yang sangat strict. Semua students kene speaking ngan dia regardless their courses. Business ke marketing ke agama islam ke computer science ke admin ke, semua students yang nak bercakap dengan mak aku kene cakap dalam BI. Hahaha semua cuakk. Ade jugak aku kene sound dengan several students sebab mak macam tu. Dah tak boleh sembur mak, sembur anak pun jadilah kan? -______________- Fuck you.
Nampak tak sikap judgmental tu? Tak nampak lagi, satu lagi contoh..
Aku ada kenal sorang kawan, which is quite close to me, let say nama dia Halimah (bukan nama sebenar). Mak ayah dia orang baik-baiklaa. Mak dia ustazah. So people semua expect dia behave like how she should. Hahah tapi kesiann, berkawan dengan aku and the geng yang kepala ting tong, dia pun sama ikut ting tong.. Zaman dulu kan stocking pendek tu famous. Aku and the geng memang takde masalah nak pakai stoking pendek sebab parents kitorang tak kesah sangat pasal stoking ni semua. Diorang pulak yang tolong beli.. Lain dengan member aku Halimah ni, mana mungkin mak ayah dia bagi beli stoking pendek... So dia kumpul duit sendiri and dia beli sendiri stoking. Hahah nak gelak pun ade. Tapi takkan laaa dia nak pakai depan parents dia kann. Mampus kene leter. So before she went to school, dia pakai stoking biasa yang panjang sampai betis. Sampai je skolah, masuk je kelas, dia pun tukar stoking. Kelakar. Ade laa mulut mulut sumbang ni yang cakap
"Cehh mak ustazah, anok dok pakka. Pakai stoking pendek bohh!"
Dari sini aku belajar 3 benda. First hahahahaa berhati-hati masa pilih kawan okay adik-adik sane.. Peer pressure and parents pressure is the worst that you might want to handle. Trust me. Second Iman tak dapat diwarisi dari seorang ayah yang bertaqwa. In Halimah's case, ibu. In my opinion, we should live our life just like how we want it to be. It is not a necessary sebab mak ayah ustaz ustazah, anak kena jadi alim, pegang al-Quran 24 jam, tasbih kiri kanan, serban sebesar bakul atas kepala. Third we can never satisfy peoples' hearts. Baik, bising. Jahat lagi lah kannnn.
Tak semestinya orang yang pakai singlet and seluar pendek pergi mall tu masuk neraka,
or orang yang berjubah 5 helai dengan serban dan tasbih tu masuk syurga.
Nampak perempuan keluar berdua dengan lelaki, terusss orang kata "Hahh gewe dating... Natang buat maksiat." Without knowing yang diorang tu adik beradik kandung muka lain...
Or...
Nampak lelaki puji lelaki lain, cakap ada rupa lelaki idaman (hehehe), teruss orang akan kata "Natang gayy! Bawok bala..." Padahal mengeratkan ukhwah tu sunnah nabi.. Padahal kalau perempuan puji perempuan yang lain itu normal.
And banyak lagi contoh lain yang korang boleh relate sendiri.. Belum lagi sentuh nampak loaded, nampak miskin, orang handsome, orang cantik semua..
Those who likes to pay the bill does so not because they are loaded.
But simply because they value friendship above money.
Those who takes initiative at work does so not because they are stupid.
But simply because they understand the concept of responsibilities.
Those who apologizes first after fight does so not because they are wrong.
But simply because they value the people around them.
Those who are willing to help you does so not because they owe you anything.
But simply they see you as a true friend.
Those who often text you does so not because they have nothing better to do.
But simply because you are always in their heart and their mind.
Just please people, stop trying to magnify others mistakes and start to magnify yours.
Haha mohon jangan bash. Salam sayang, Dini.
Psstt tahniah aizek dapat hantar wakil Tokoh Nilam Negeri ke peringkat Kebangsaan. Proud of you, Syamil! Go kick others contestants' ass! TIZTOPS!
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