054- She left us...

My mom left us all. There.. during Subuh.

During the first light of the first raya...

I got so much more to say to her....

I need to hug her again....

One last time...

once more...

God.

053- Preparation for Raya Haji!

So I am already in Terengganu! YEAYYY! And all four of us (including Ain) got ourselves these matching Jubahs for tomorrow! I know people dont usually take Raya Haji this seriously, but Raya is Raya. And we are planning to go to the beach tomorrow evening to snap some pictures! We can send them to our parents... By the time the open their phones, they can see us...! 

Wokeyhh until then =) 

Psss: Remember when I said I got loads of works waiting... I brought them along with me... But they are still in my bag.... no seeing the light of days... ever...

052- ALHAMDULILLAH!

*Referring to my previous post*

Received this picture from our family Whatsapp group. Alhamdulillah... They got their Visas. They got their calling.. I couldnt be more happier! Have a safe flight and safe journey both of you.. Dont forget to buy me loads of Jubah. And both of them will change their phones to a disposable one- to keep them focus on their Ibadah, instead of whatsapping or crying calling their daughters. heh.

By the way, next week, on Wednesday, I'll be in Terengganu! To celebrate Raya Haji with my sisters. And my mom belanja me flight ticket! Alhamdulillah double! 

051- Haji

Okay so today I got no class because it is a public holidayyyyyy! Today is Malaysia Day, where few years back, Semenanjung and Sabah Sarawak combined and merged and become Malaysia (I think.. Need to freshen up the facts tho.. rusty already). And it has been a blessing, really. I ve been drowning with assignments and tutorials and presentations and submissions. Everything is moving so quickly around here. 5 pending lab reports is not sufficient, here's 134 more. Due tomorrow. 😭

On another side of the story, my mom and dad are here in KL! They arrived here via Subang Airport from Kuala Terengganu this evening and we met there. Despite mommy dearest saying that I shouldnt be there. Come on, what kind of daughter would I be.. And it will be a good distraction, I must say.. Have a good and super solid reason to actually go out without feeling guilty. 

We had quite some chats just now. Mom told me how it felt like impossible of them performing Hajj this year. My mom kept on telling me how she really wanted to go to Hajj on 2015.. And earlier this year, she already received a letter, approving both my mother and my father to perform Hajj for this year. They were so happy and excited. Mom have been buying things for their Hajj and all, attending courses, medical check up, preparing my sisters to really behave and take care of themselves (now that my parents arent available, my sisters and bibik will be staying in Kuala Terengganu with Jidi and Umi). 

Then, of course, the crane incident happened. And Saudi Arabiya said that, somehow, this year, they are already packed with people. Even overloaded. They cant accept anyone anymore. My mom appealed and appealed and appealed, and Alhamdulillah the quota of Tabung Haji suddenly increased last minute, allowing both of them to go there. The last flight if Im not mistaken. Truly lucky.. But the appealing isnt easy. My mom need to go here and there, meet with this guy, greet with this man, connected to this dato and whatnot. It is so tedious. I still remember my mom called me a few days later, not knowing weather she can perform Hajj or not... 

"I dont know.. it just doesnt feel right.. It just... too hard.. Maybe it wasnt meant for me to go there yet.. Maybe it isnt my rezeki yet.. I just didnt feel like going anymore... I dont even pack anything yet.. We dont even get the Visa yet. And the flight is the day after tomorrow..." 

Then I said to my mom, "Yeah (rezeki) we dont know what is ours and what isnt. But that doesnt mean we can take things granted. Why dont you just come here, to KL for the flight. You already have the tickets. It is just the Visa that is still pending... We wont know for sure, not until the flight take off. So at least, if you are here, and the Visa is approved even for last minute, we will know it is yours, and you can grab it. Even if the Visa isnt approved by the time the flight took off, then only we know for sure that this isnt your time yet. But at least, you gotta be here. You gotta meet me. And have your time here.. So, I would say, just pack anything necessary, book a flight, be here. What happened next is His plan. We already did our job.." 

It really is quite something, for me to lecture my mom (who is a lecturer btw).. even more something that she give up too early... But I tried my best. I dont want her to lose her chance. Youre gonna be there, and your gonna go there, by that plane, tomorrow! 

By the way, my dad really talked about "if I died there" and all those scary stuffs. I dont really like the serious conversation. Me and my mom, we just gossips all the way, while eating Noodle at Subang Airport. After they perform their Hajj, when they return, my dad will have to report his duty at Egypt. So another busy phase for my mom. To set up my sisters and prep me.. and applying for he unpaid leaves. But one thing at a time ok..

Then they headed to Sama Sama Hotel in KLIA. Easier for them to go if they get to go.. Hopefully everything went smoothly. Hopefully they both get their visas. And got Haji yang Mabrur. 

Before we parted, we salam and all.. and this thing happened. Where my mom asked me "tak nak peluk mama ke...?". My mom isnt the touchy type. We dont kiss cheek to cheek, let alone hugging and all. I mean, we love each other, but for her to ask me if I wanted to hug her... of course it'd be a bit weird. But I dont take any risk. 

I hugged her. Tightly. She patted my back.. 

And I noticed she always smells so nice... And I felt... happy... peace... 

Of course cant let mom knows that. She will mock me for the rest of my life. Then off they go. I asked them if they wanted me to be there tomorrow, at KLIA.. And mom said that wont be necessary. 

Until then, mom and dad! 

050- Be nice or stfu.

Communicating is crucial and essential even in one's everyday life. Of course, as a human being, we must communicate with each other or else we must suffer boredom to the maximum level, right? We communicate to express our feelings (i.e. anger, happiness, disappointment) just to make sure that we are 'reachable' with the others. And for sure, speaking is definitely our first option. 

We talk about many things daily. Experts said that women will speak 10, 000 words a day while men, they will speak a little lesser than us, within the range of 3000-4000 words a day. However, people tend to speak everything that cross their mind, especially with the one they feel comfortable with. They speak and sometimes they forget that even those who are so nice with them have feelings. They tend to ignore that very fact. 

Im not trying to be closed minded. "Oh come on, Dini. Enough already. It is 2015 and it is people's freedom to say anything they want!" Yeah, sure. But anything? Do you mean ANYTHING? No honey, no. Not anything. Not everything. Can we just have second thoughts about what we're going to say. About the words that will vomit out of our own mouths? You cannot expect people to truly understand you and will not get hurt with what that you're about to say. No, you cannot. 

Some thoughts are so powerful, that they may become words. And words are more sharp than the blades, right? We speak as how we see fit, without considering the reaction, abandoning the consequences, forgetting the result. One of the bad result that may come out from bad mouth is that, people will have low self-esteem and feel bad about themselves. For example, one of your friends are about to ask you something very basic about your religion, and as someone with the higher knowledge, of course you know the answer. But instead of just directly answer their questions, you asked them "Oh good Lord, this is so basic. You don't even know about this?? Shame on you..." You smirked at your friend. And can you imagine the result? That very friend is trying their hard to change to someone better, but instead, they give up already listening to your answers. 

Moral of the story, be careful with your words. Even to your dearest person. They hurt because the care. But you hurt them, because you don't. 

**And yes, even orang paling tinggi dengan ilmu agama pun bukan Malaikat. Mereka akan buat salah. Mereka akan buat silap. Try to forgive them and just let things go. Forgive, but never forget. 

*** And awak yang berilmu, jangan buat orang lain rasa rendah diri sampai cium tanah, cuma sebab ilmu awak setinggi tumit kasut adik aku. Ada yang lagi berilmu dari kau, dan kau tak sepatutnya bangga dengan ilmu yang kau ada... 

**** Manusia tak pernah lari dari perasaan riak dan takbur kan. Dalam gaya mereka, dalam tingkah laku mereka, dan yang paling ketara, dalam percakapan dan perbualan mereka. Riyyak tak bawak kau gi mane-mane pun... 

049- Just catching up

Okay so today I just wanna post something that is so random. And quite nonsense as well.. Maybe it is because I haven't updated my blog for quite a while right. My last post was like 2 months away. Sorry sorry sorry.. So, this entry will be about my life so far. 

First thing first, Selamat Hari Raya guyss! Today is the 3rd day of Syawal. How was your raya? Is it fun? Is it interesting...? Mine was so hambar. Seriously, if it was not because of my family, I won't be celebrating Raya pun this year. Plus I have so many assignments and plus plus, I have so many problems on my own. 

Face it guys, raya is not the same anymore. The joy of celebrating Raya fades away year by year. You may say that Im wrong, but you cannot deny it. Maybe it is the cost of modernisations. And as a fact, I just wore my Baju Raya one time so far and that was because of my father wanted us to take family photo for our first raya. 2nd and 3rd raya, I just wore pyjama. And baju biasa.. 

Second, my birthday is just around the corner! Yeah! Fuck yeahhhhh Im now legal~ *yeah I know, not yet legal but please don't spoil my mood* I don't even know why Im so happy for my 18th birthday. I should be sad. I cannot even have the opportunity to celebrate it with my family. Because of my lectures. Haish. But its okay. I guess I'll have to keep on convincing myself that its okay. 

Third, I ALREADY RECEIVE MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MY PARENTS! My mother, she gave me two sets of jewelries. Even though Im not that fancy about gold and such, but hey, when your mother gave it to you, you'll have to appreciate it kan.  The first set was from my ancient great grandmother. It is a tradition I guess, to pass down your junks to your next generation, as what my grandmother did to my mother and now my mother did it to me. So I kinda obligate to do the same thing to my kiddo. ==, Lets just hope that thing doesn't hilang by then. 

The second set was mine to choose. My mother did took me to kedai Emas but I didn't like any of the patterns showed. So I just took my mom's hahahahaha lol me. My mom has a very good taste. High even. So I just asked one from her, which suits me the best and she gave me one. Cannot post pict laaa, malu. Then my father gave me a laptop as present. Not just any laptop ^^, Its a MacBook Pro.. I've always dreaming of using this laptop. But just kept is as a dream... Well, dreams do come true kan. Hehehehe 

Forth, my father will have to work in Egypt, starting this October. And the worst part is, my family will be following him as well, leaving me alone here in Shah Alam dammit. So I guess no more raya next year. And its not worth it anymore for me to come back to Dungun. So maybe after this I can just have my flight straight to Kuala Terengganu or even straight to Cairo Egypt, either way works fine with me hehehe.

048- International Education Center (IntEC)

Assalamualaikum my dear friends. Hah canne korang? Baik sihat wal afiat? Semoga begitulah hendaknya. As for me, Alhamdulillah I'm recovering from the Bell's Palsy. Slowly, but surely. Taklaa speedy recovery but still, semakin membaik. What else that I can ask for. Kalau dulu mata tak tutup rapat, sekarang dah tutup rapat. Then, senyum pun dah boleh dah. Walaupun agak sumbing hahaha. Aku betul betul berharap that I can fully recovered before or by 18th May! Hahaha sebab aku dah nak sambung belajar! Okay ni yang aku nak cite ni. 

Soalan pasca SPM result ni obviously includes... 

"SPM dapat berapa result?"
"Lepas ni nak sambung course apa?"
"Nak sambung kat mane?"
"Sekarang cuti buat apa?"
"Bila nak kawen..?" 

Besok. Besok nak kawen boleh? Hehehee 

And nak-nak result UPU baru keluar. And most universities pun dah bagi feedback upon our admission request so makin rancak laa soalan-soalan sebegini meniti bibir mereka si penyibuk ni hah. 

As for me, aku akan masuk ke satu pusat pengajian yang aku pun tak sure IPTA or IPTS, Kolej ke, Matriks ke mende entah aku pun tak tahu dah.. Biasanya conversation with most of people will be like.. 

Them : Dini, lepas ni nak sambung mana? 

Me : Oh Dini dah dapat offer letter dari INTEC 

Them : INTEC? Dok pernoh dengor pun.. kat mane? 

Me : IPTS dekat Shah Alam. 

Them : Oh bakpe masuk IPTS? Dok dapat UPU atau Matriks? 

Me : UPU dapat. Matriks dok mintok pun. Dapat Tingkatan 6... 

Them : Oh dapat UPU?! Kat mane? Course mende? Bakpe dok gi...? 

Me : Dapat dekat UiTM, Mechanical Engineering. Urm Mama dok berkenan haha 

Them : Sayangnya... Kalau anok kite laaa, memang kite suruh ambik UPU. IPTS ni bukan boleh kira. Dia tipunya duit kita... Kekgi sijil dok laku kekgi. Sayang laaa Dini. Doh masuk INTEC course mende? 

Me : Ausmat. 

Them : Natang mende oh? 

Me : Australian Matriculation. Preparation nok gi oversea... 

Them : Oh kaya dakpe.. Duit dok habis. 

and ombak membedil pantai... Burung-burung berkicauan dengan riang rianya. See? Aku kene hadap this kind of conversation almost every single day! So, aku pun came out with my own answer. 

Them : Dini, dapat mane? 

Me : UPU. Mechanical engineering. UITM Bukit Besi. 

Them : Oh. 

Simple and padat. Takde follow-up questions.

International Education College or better known as INTEC ialah satu tempat dimana students dia belajar high school untuk ke luar negara. Course ynag ditawarkan berbeza-beza mengikut kemana destinasi kita lepas ni. Contohnya aku; nak ke Australia. So aku akan kene ambik Ausmat (Australian Matriculation). Lepas habis Ausmat, insyaAllah aku akan fly ke Australia. Amin.. Contohnya kawan aku, Idayu: nak ke US. kene ambik ADFP. American Degree ape entah dah lupa dah..

Ada 2 jaaaa cara kau nak masuk INTEC ni. Haha.

1) Tajaan. 

Kau harus menjadi the best out of the best and apply for any sponsorship from MARA or JPA or Yayasan Terengganu.. Hurm pendek kata dakdak bijak under JPA MARA yang nak fly memang akan ke INTEC dulu..

2) Private. 

Bayar sendiri laaaa. Masuk private. Haha tapi it will cost you a lot of money. Seriously damn buckets of money.

Since result SPM aku pun cukup-cukup makan, I'll let you figure out yourself aku masuk ikut pintu mana. Pintu belakang hahahaha.

Aku akan masuk 18 May ni. Yakni just a few days left. Tak sempat pun nak buat countdown bagai, tahu-tahu dah nak kene kemas beg, pergi.. Hari ni dah Khamis. Family aku insist nak hantar pakai kete which aku rasa agak munasabah sebab beg aku bertimbun, takkan nak naik flight kan. So kitorang gerak ke KL Sabtu ni. Isnin register and Isnin jugak family aku akan balik ke Dungun.  Hurmmm beso doh anok mok aku. Nok masuk Uni doh. 

ps: bags aku satu pun belum kemas.
pss: bilik aku nak kene rombak so aku kene kosongkan jugak bilik ni before pergi
psss: BIBIK TAKDE! shit. 

Test JPJ sangkut dekat 3 penjuru. Sekian. Sedihh guaaaaa~ 

047- Bell's Palsy. Tak sakit tapi seksa.

Hai assalamualaikum and a very good morning for you guys out there. Kalau dah benda nak jadi, pasti terjadikan. Nak dijadikan cerita, masa aku dekat Kuala Terengganu for my driving classes, aku terkena Bell's Palsy. Palsy there means paralyses. Cacat, lumpuh. Terus mak aku drive dari Dungun ke KT sebab bimbang. Act, tak bimbang pasal penyakit ni, sebab mak aku dah pernah kena about 2 years before. Tapi dia bimbang aku tak dapat tahan stress.. Okay guys, so aku nak terangkan la sikit pasal Bell's Palsy ni, so that korang takde laa termangu kalau korang yang kena. 

Introduction.

Bell's Palsy ni ditemukan oleh Sir Charles Bell pada tahun 1829 lagi. So ni bukanlah kes baru.. Tapi kes ni jarang jadi. Satu kajian stated that cuma 20 orang out of 100 000 orang yang mungkin dapat. Bell's Palsy terjadi bila saraf muka terganggu. ( Atas banyak sebab, maybe infection, or salur darah pecah, or baru lepas kena stroke.) and muka korang sebelah akan lumpuh. In my case, muka belah kanan from my point of view. Muka belah kanan aku memang takboleh gerak langsung la. Angkat both kening pun, satu je yang terangkat. Kembang lubang hidung pun kembang sebelah. Kalau senyum, memang mulut herot sebelah.. 

Penawar? 

Kalau korang tak jumpa doktor maybe dalam 3-6 bulan boleh baik tapi takde guarantee yang akan balik normal.. Kalau jumpa doktor, dan kerap buat fisioterapi insyaAllah baik cepat sikit kot. Anyway baik cepat atau lambat tu bergantung kepada tahap infectioness and ikhtiar kita sendiri and of course dengan izin Dia.

Ubat? 

Kalau gi jumpa doktor, doktor akan bagi ubat Steroid and vitamin B-Complex. Tapi jaga-jaga. Steroid memberikan korang super power. Korang akan jadi sangat energetic. Manage those energy wisely.. My mum dulu consume steroid siap boleh jalan keliling taman perumahan 2 rounds and siap berkebun bagai for every single day. Yang ni ambik ikut dose yang doktor bagi... Tolonglaa ikut doses yang doktor bagi. Jangan laa korang action lagi pandai dari doctor pasal Steroid ni. And kalau doping, kau memang sangkut. Sebab steroid ni laa athletes ambik before any tournaments.

B-Complex adalah vitamin and works very well with steroids, tapi dia boost korang punye hungerness gila-gila ah. Baik punya.. Kalau korang tak dapat nak control nafsu makan korang, memang perghh laa berat badan korang. Hahaha aku tengah try control la ni.

Pantang? 

Pantang tengok, semua makan. Since aku takde high blood pressure or kencing manis, doktor tak bagi aku berpantang. Doktor kata, kalau lapar makan. Stop dulu all those nonsense diet sampai fully recover. Ade yang cakap, takboleh makan carbs and everything tapi since doktor aku cakap gitu, aku percayakan dia seratus sepuluh peratus dari omong kosong orang yang tak berotak ni. Tapi doktor kata jangan ikutkan nafsu. Consuming b-complex memang buat aku lapar, tapi janganlah setiap kali lapar, pergi sebat nasik. Ambik biskut and milo saje dah cukup... Atas korang punye keselesaan la. Jangan deny kan rasa lapar tu, sebab boleh cause gastrik.

Apa yang seksa...? 

Sekarang aku mandi kene pakai goggle. Naseb la aku swimming so goggle tu memang ade dekat rumah dah. Sebab mase aku mandi and shampoo rambut, mata belah kanan tak boleh tutup. So air masuk dalam mata. Nak genyeh mata pun sakit woo. Sebab eye ball aku tak timbul dekat eyelid tu. Hahaa. And aku kene stop kan dulu usage of contact lenses. As well as make ups. Kalau tidur pun, kene pakai penutup mata ala-ala diva tu. Sebab mata tak tertutup rapat. So takut masuk semut ke, habuk ke. Kang jadi infection lain pulak. Tapi alhamdulillah la, so far aku baca forums dekat internet, ramai mengadu mata jadi hyper kering. Tapi aku mata tak berhenti-henti berair. Doktor cakap tear glands aku penuh kot. Hahaha kadang-kadang duduk sesaje aku pun menangis belah kanan je. Air mata mengalir. Dulu rajin jugak lap. Sekarang dah malas dah. Lantak pi laa dia nak keluar.

Then lubang hidung aku belah kanan tak berfungsi hahahaha kalau aku kembangkan lubang hidung, sebelah je yang terkembang... Tapi nasib baik tak selsema, so lubang hidung sebelah tu tak blocked la.

Mulut ni paling seksa. Mulut dan lidah dan gigi alek kanan aku memang total lost la. Kalau nak minum dari gelas, belah kanan tu memang bocor la. Then kalau minum pakai straw pulak, air tak naik masuk dalam straw. Sebab mulut tak tutup rapat, pressure takde. Bahahaha. Tapi practice lelame boleh ah. Lidah pulak belah kanan memang deria rasa punahhh. Aku makan peria pahit belah kanan pun tak rase ape dah...

Telinga belah kanan tak boleh dengar frekuensi yang tinggi dan rendah. Haha frekuensi tinggi tu kalau bunyi nyaring. Perghhh rase nak pecah otak ni dengar. Frekuensi rendah pulak bila someone bertepik dengan suara garau. Telinga aku akan berdengung and half of my brain pedih after that. Doctor cakap normal.. And tambah pulak telinga kanan aku ni memang sakit so bonus lagi pain dia hahaha ape doktor ni aku henjaa kang.

Exercise? 

Doktor suruh tiup belon. Haha tapi since aku anti beno dengan belon, aku mintak mak aku belikan pelampung. So my mum belikan neck pillow yang kene tiup and boleh kempis tu. Ala-ala pelampung laa jugak.. Ni nak suruh mulut aku bergerak. Setakat ni seksa jugak laaa nak tiup sampai kembung. Adik aku boleh tiup in less than 3 min tapi aku ambik masa 20 minutes. Ala rilek laa..

Then, kalau takde kerje, tengah tengok tv ke ape, aku kunyah chewing gums. Nak suruh gusi-gusi kurang tegang sikit.

And kalau malam, aku guna hot water bottle adik aku, isi air suam and tuam kat muka yang cacat ni. Ni sangat membantu peredaran darah. So that darah boleh mengalir balik dalam saraf muka dengan lancar..

Sedih tak? 

To be truth, tak. Dengan kesakitan aku yang tak seberapa ni, aku at least bersyukur sangat dengan nikmat yang Dia bagi before. Maybe sebelum ni, aku selalu merungut dengan mata and muka aku.. And bila dah cacat sementara ni, aku dah nampak kepentingan semua benda. And aku pun nampak how people react bila tahu aku sakit. Ada yang concern, ade yang tak kesah pun. Ada yang menyakitkan hati... Hurmm.

Dengan sakit sekejap ni, aku dapat bermuhasabah diri dengan banyaknya. Pressure pun takde. Aku sekarang banyak buat hal aku, buat exercises aku sendiri and dengar lagu yang calming gila so that emosi aku tak terganggu. Hahaha mengada tak?

Nasihat aku, bell's palsy ni tak laa that bad. Mesti ada hikmah bende ni jadi. Jangan laa merungut and sentiasa bersabar. Muhasabah diri kau tu sepanjang kau kena ni. Allah dah pinjamkan aku nikmat dia selama 18 tahun ni, and Dia tarik sekejap je, takkan aku nak mengamuk and menangis meratap kan? Oh and ni buat aku sedar, yang nikmat Allah tu luas. Banyaknya tak terhitung. So stay bersyukur, sahabat.. 

Doakan aku selamat before 18 May hahaha sebab aku dah nak kena register INTEC masa tu. Amin. 

046- For us to ponder upon...

Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat handai sekalian. 

Hari ni aku mengalami sendiri 'sesuatu' yang mengubah sedikit sebanyak perspektif aku yang (not that kuno but not that modern).. Menjadi lebih optimist when facing challenges, the upcoming challenges.. Aku ada satu soalan untuk korang.. (Well this story is something that I make up okay so segala yang berkaitan adalah kebetulan.. Jangan lah korang tetiba terasa pulak okay.)

One day in the future, you will marry to your spouse right? Suami kahwin dengan isteri. Let take it as women's POV.. Lama you kawen dengan dia, dah dekat 12 tahun, anak dah ada tiga and you tengan mengandung yang ke-empat. Then one day, your husband ditimpa eksiden dan kaki dia patah and kene tahan ward. Ofcourse you akan jaga dia sebaik mungkin kan.. Then one night, tengah teman dia dekat hospital, phone dia berbunyi and you nampak gambar husband you dengan pempuan lain. Bercumbu. Lama you soal siasat your husband and dapat tahu actually dia dah kahwin dah dengan pempuan tu pun. Bini nombor dua.. My question is: if you were the 'wife', what will you do?

Rasional dia, perempuan akan mengamuk kat husband dia, tengking, bertempik, maki hamun dan blablabla and kemas baju dia dan anak-anak, lari balik rumah parents, file kan cerai, turun naik mahkamah and mintak hak penjagaan anak dan lupakan lelaki tu for good.. Dia nak mati ke nak hidup ke lantak dialah kan. Even I pun akan buat bende yang sama kan. Come on, dia dah ada orang lain kan. 

And kita akan tear our hair off, wondering kenapa Allah berikan dugaan yang sebegini hebat dalam hidup kita? Kenapa kita? Kenapa aku, Ya Allah? Aku hanyalah hamba-Mu yang lemah.. Tariklah nyawa ku ini ya Allah.. (Doa biasa laaa ni. Takyah deny... )

Kenapa kita tak cuba take a step back and take a deep breathe and figure it out? 

Nampak tak...? Allah bagi kita nikmat Dia dengan pelbagai cara. 

Seorang suami yang baik dan berharta, lebih dari mampu untuk memenuhi setiap kemahuan dan kehendak kita sebagai seorang perempuan yang cerewet. 

Kita dah dapat zuriat yang sihat-sihat dan Alhamdulillah sempurna fizikal dan mental malah Allah sudah siapkan satu jasad dalam rahim kita yang hanya tunggu masa untuk dihembuskan roh kedalamnya. Mungkinkah seorang Putera yang akan menjadi imam kita suatu hari nanti, atau mungkin seorang Puteri yang boleh dibanggakan budi pekertinya.. 

Allah sediakan kita family (parents, siblings) yang masih setia dalam setiap jatuh bangun kita selama ini... Allah kurniakan kawan-kawan yang sangat baik dan akrab sehingga setiap masalah kita seakan sentiasa berjumpa jalan penyelesaian.. 

Dan Allah sentiasa permudahkan setiap perjalanan kita untuk menimba ilmu selama nyawa dikandung badan. Setiap masalah yang timbul tidak pernah menjadi suatu isu besar kerana pasti ketemu jalan keluar, dengan izin-Nya. 

Dan suatu hari, Allah cuma mahu menarik sekejap kasih sayang-Nya yang dipinjamkan kepada si suami dengan berpaling sebentar kepada perempuan lain... Allah berikan kita cubaan yang sangat hebat dan besar. Kenapa tak gunakan masa ini untuk muhasabah diri? Mungkin sebelum ni, kita tak taat dengan arahan suami kita, sampai dia pun naik bosan dengan perangai kita... Mungkin sebelum ini, kita tidak pernah bersyukur dan seringkali merungut dengan setiap nikmat yang diberi... Mungkin sebelum ni, tanpa kita sedar, kita telah banyak lukakan hati-hati orang yang dekat dengan kita... Atau mungkin, Allah telah buka hati si suami kita untuk kembali semula ke jalan yang benar dan dia masih memerlukan kita untuk berjalan bersama-sama? 

Bila difikirkan balik, sebenarnya benar, tiada apa yang salah yang telah diperbuat oleh si suami. Dia cumalah bermonopoli dan dia telah melengkapkan semua syarat-syarat yang telah ditetapkan oleh syariat agama... Siapa kita untuk persoalkan segala ketentuan yang telah ditentukan oleh-Nya? 

Dan, jika benar si suami tadi sememangnya jodoh kita, maka Allah akan permudahkan jalan pada akhirnya dan kita akan kecapi kebahagian.. Dan jika dia bukan jodoh kita, maka percayalah yang Allah akan tarik semula dia dari kita, baik tarik hidup, mahupun tarik mati... 

Apa yang kita perlu buat cumalah, selagi kita masih bergelar isteri kepada si suami tersebut, syurga kita masih di bawah tapak kakinya. Walau seburuk dan sehina sejelek mana pun dia... Jadi tempat kita sebaiknya adalah disisinya.. Lebih-lebih lagi, si suami baru ditimpa kecelakaan.. Bersabarlah, teruskan tabah, fikirkan masa depan anak-anak, dan anak yang bakal lahir.. Kerana percayalah, tiada yang kekal selamanya... 

Well, life is not always rainbow, sunshine and butterfly. Sometimes we must face the rain, storm and even tornado. kan? 

045- Punctuality matters

 Well, maybe not to you...

No matter how old are you, tua ke muda (muda especially laaa kan), or maybe how noble you are, how great your status are, punctuality matters. You betul-betul nak orang lain respect your time schedule tapi you sikit pun tak kesah kalau you bazirkan masa orang kan? Parah laa babe. Sebab perangai you yang macam budak-budak tu, habis plan orang lain tertangguh or even cancel, and you dont even give a shit pun kan. 

You cakap nak bertolak balik Dungun mula-mula pukul 4 pagi.. Then I bangun pukul 3 pagi kot.. Mandi and get ready and I even buat plan dengan my mom nak teman dia pergi breakfast hari ni since I dah been away long enough. Then I tunggu melangu pukul 4.. And dalam pukul 5 you cakap, "Boleh tak kalau kita bertolak lepas subuh?" then I was like, "Okay je.. Ikut driver =)" 

Then I tak tidur sampai subuh laa dah alang-alangkan.. Lepas subuh, I siap-siap pakai tudung and all that, and pukul 7 you called me again, "Sorry, kita bertolak lambat sikit okay sebab suami I belum bangun..." Yeayyy. 

Then last-last kitorang bertolak around pukul 11 am. Janji melayu memang power. Kesian dekat my mom, semangat tunggu kat rumah, tahu-tahu anak dia balik lambat.. My mom tak pernah masuk kerja lambat. Sorry ma. 

Then ade sehari tu you cakap nak bawak I gi makan malam kan. Petang tu semangat betul you cakap "Takpe malam ni I belanja makan malam dekat Kedai..." Then I skipped my dinner laa. I pun tunggu dekat rumah. 

Pukul 7... 

Pukul 8... 

Pukul 9...

Pukul 10...

Pukul 11!

Pukul 11 you balik rumah.. And I thought you wanna take me to eat laa kan. Hampa sangat bila I tengok you tidur atas sofa sambil tengok TV. Then I kasik can laa kot-kot you penat kan. Tapi sampai pukul 1 pagi, you tetap tak bangun.. Last-last I lapar, I masak maggi. And since yang ada cuma lah maggi Tomyam ( I hate tomyam very much ) tapi dah takde choice so I hadap je la. And I uploaded gambar maggi tu dalam instagram and you saw it and you were furious. 

"Tak faham ke kita ni penat.. balik-balik pun terus tidur.. Dia boleh sesedap upload gambar kat IG, nak mintak simpati orang ke canne?" 

What the fuck okay. Harap kau tua dari aku je laa. Kalau tak, memang mampus kau aku sembur. Umur dah nak berganjak 30-an tapi perangai kalah aku yang tak pun lagi reach 18 ni. 

Never said anything that you cannot keep okay, sayang-sayang semua.. Please laa, for you maybe mende ni kecik but for the opposite side, besar kot.. =) 

Oh, dah tua dah, act like one please. Malu sangat lahh main sound-sound budak ni.. Eiyuww mature sangat!! 

044- 1st April 2015

Haih Malaya.

Satu resit semalam.
Satu resit hari ni.

Satu panggil 6% gov tax. Kdg2 10% gov tax.
Satu panggil GST.

Satu orang tak kecoh.
Satu lagi buat org mcm esok langit nak runtuh.

Satu org bagi rela hati. Tiap tiap minggu makan Mcd.
Satu org tak halalkan. Nak tuntut di akhirat.

Yang saya nampak 1 je. Orang tak faham.
Orang tak cuba nak faham. Bila nak ajar tak nak belajar pulak.

Kesian lah rakyat Malaysia.

Haha, nikmatilah saat mu ketika kamu di atas..
Kerana kami akan bangkit,
Pastikan kamu tertanam jauh ke bumi.

043- Melbourne!

So I have to narrate my experience about going to Melbourne for someone's sake. Hahahaha takpe lah untung jugak at least I got to update my blog.

Our family wefie at KLIA before boarding the flight.. 

Okay so we went from KLIA. We departed at 2:00 PM



Okay you know what... NOT IN THE MOOD YET.. try again in an hour.  Bai!

042- A lil dead inside.

Tetiba rasa nak marah-marah. Rasa frust. Rasa kecewa menunggeng.. Pembawakkan budak kot.. Haha see nak buat lawak pun macam tak semangat. -___- 

Frust tunggu dengan penuh setia, 

For like a day.. 

"Nanti chat balik..."

Then I waited again.. 

After waiting and waiting...

All I got was

"Penat, nak tidur.."

Gosh. Hurt. 

Raja betul. Kalau nak carik lelaki, carik yang he will love you more than you love him. And now, he doesnt even look at me.. I will walk my way out, dont you worry.. 

Yeay, you're no longer my Bae. 

Sorry for bugging you all this while. 

Worry about you when Im not even your concern. 

I can pretend like you dont even exist, its not that hard anyway. 

Anyway, I've always been invisible kan? 

So it wont be a problem for both of us. 

Thanks. For your time, your everything. 

041- Insomnia sucks!

Semalam aku dihantui masalah tak boleh tidur. Insomnia attacked kot. Seksa wehh. Mane tak nye, aku je yang terkelip-kelip dalam gelap.. Or maybe salah aku. Dah aku tidur petang dengan teramat lama, then aku pergi tibai coffee pulok.. Memang combo yang ummphhh. Then aku main komputer punye lama, tahu-tahu satu rumah dah gelap... Tapi heran jugak baru pukul 11:30... Biasanya Babah ade tengok bola or golf.. Aku keluar, cuma bilik aku dengan bilik air je yang terang benderang...

Main lagi komputer.. Dalam 12 lebih, konon nak try tidur ah... Ehh gi main Insta pulak.. Pastu ade kawan gaduh dengan pakwe dia.. Hahahaha boleh pi tolong dia dua orang pulak.. Naseb baik dah okay dah. Pastu hahahahahahhaah then aku ngan dia ber whatsapp.. Sebab dia notice aku still online. Then terus dia tak jadi main Dota. Then dalam pukul 2:30 dia mintak excuse nak tengok tournament ape entah.

Aku try tidur balik dengan harapan dapat tidur lena. Dahlah hujan semalam, patut memang best ah! Sekali, mata ni hahhh susoh beno nak lelap... Pastu on komputer balik, layan naruto, download lagu best-best.. Dalam 3:30 turn off komputer ambik head phone and dengar lagu...

Tapi tak tidur instantly jugak.. Sempat lagi tengok Twitter, layan Vine, lagu, instagram and everything. Last-last rase nak nangis. HAHAH tu paling entah hape-hape sekali. Last2 tertidur... Alhamdulillah!

Pukul 6:30 bangun hantar adik-adik gi skolah wth..

Balik sambung tidur balik ah! HAHAH. Pukul 9:30 dipaksa bangun sebab babah carik gam and gunting.. Urghhh. So now here I am, with my cup of hot coffee.. Hahaha.

Sekian.

Insomnia suck! Fuck. 

040- Judgmentalism.

Well to be honest, I have 2 reasons why I should update my blog.. Or maybe 3. 

1- It has been a very long long time since the last time I updated my blog. And I knew for sure I have so many silent readers *senyum sinis*. Heran jugak aku.. Contohnya Idayu: 

Me: Weh aku still tak dapat lesen kete. Sangkut kat L.
Idayu: Yeahh aku tahu. Kau pergi attend kelas BI tu buat hape...
Me: How the hel....
Idayu: I read your blog... 

Hurmmmmmmm silent reader detected! Takpo takpo.. At least hahaha aku tahu aku tak membebel sensorang and I will have to be more aware on updating blog after this... 

2- Because I wanna test my typing skill over my new keyboard. Hahahahaa I know it sounds silly but hahaha I bought myself a new keyboard macam PC tu even though I use laptop.. And since aku sendiri dah lama tak guna PC keyboard, awal-awal tu memang awkward nak mampus.. Typo saje memanjang.. Tapi lama-lama dah terbiasa. Namun, nak jugak test typing skill untuk karangan.. Hahahaa suke ahh dengar bunyi dia. Macam pakai typewriter Jidi. God I miss that old thing.  

Okay watching my laptop, and keyboard as well as my subs make me happy.. Hahaha. Ingat nak upgrade jadi PC one day. Maybe macbook hehehehe tapi bajet belum cukup bakhangg. And maybe beli desktop Apple ni is quite membazir. 

3- Because tetibe inspired by my friend punye topic. Judgmentalism. So this is what that Im going to talk about... Punye panjangkann muqadimah yang aku bagi. Ni baru nak masuk isi. Hehehe. Okay first I thought that judgmentalism ni bukan satu perkataan pun.. Hahaha sesuka hati je aku tibai. Dahlah bila type tu, the garis merah appeared. Dah sahh la kan. Pastu aku try search, jumpa! Hahahah 

Hahh bapak beso aku bagi kat hangpa semua. 

Aku tak faham actually dengan sikap or our society's mentalities. Melayu, Cina, India atau lain-lain, semua tak lari dari sikap senang nak judge someone, tapi obviously laa kan orang Melayu ni lebih sikit.. 

Aku sendiri pernah kena. Okay, so my family kitorang cakap mix BM and BI. Baik family kecik kat Dungun or bila balik KT or KL. Alhamdulillah, my family members semua boleh bercakap dalam Bahasa Inggeris fluently, terutama Jidi (my mother's father). Jidi punya English perghhh mantop. So, bukan sesuatu yang hairan laa bila kitorang gather and talk in malay and english sebab semua faham. Nak dijadikan cerita, kitorang pergi kedai makan and Ain and I were having conversation in English, Jidi mencelah laa sekali. Aku dah nampak waitress tu jeling. Haha time aku nak gi bayar kat counter, mamat yang jaga kaunter tu speaking dengan aku. Hahaha aku gelak je laa and aku jawab Melayu. And boleh dia jawab 

"Laa boleh je cakap melayu rupenye.. orang tganu leklek pulokk. Aku ingat mat saleh. Rupenye mat saleh celup. Celup tepungg. Dik, lain kali op, cakap BM je la. Cakap tganu lagi molek. Ni dokk, berangan nok jadi mat saleh, ceh." 

Panas molek.. Aku just senyum kambeng and chow. Aku doakan mamat tu dihurung lipas dan cicak masa dia tidur. 

Ape, cakap BI je terus dilabel lupa bahasa ibunda? Ahaaa ni bukan first time laa aku kene actually. Dah banyak kali dah. Tambah pulak, my mom seorang lecturer yang sangat strict. Semua students kene speaking ngan dia regardless their courses. Business ke marketing ke agama islam ke computer science ke admin ke, semua students yang nak bercakap dengan mak aku kene cakap dalam BI. Hahaha semua cuakk. Ade jugak aku kene sound dengan several students sebab mak macam tu. Dah tak boleh sembur mak, sembur anak pun jadilah kan? -______________- Fuck you. 

Nampak tak sikap judgmental tu? Tak nampak lagi, satu lagi contoh.. 

Aku ada kenal sorang kawan, which is quite close to me, let say nama dia Halimah (bukan nama sebenar). Mak ayah dia orang baik-baiklaa. Mak dia ustazah. So people semua expect dia behave like how she should. Hahah tapi kesiann, berkawan dengan aku and the geng yang kepala ting tong, dia pun sama ikut ting tong.. Zaman dulu kan stocking pendek tu famous. Aku and the geng memang takde masalah nak pakai stoking pendek sebab parents kitorang tak kesah sangat pasal stoking ni semua. Diorang pulak yang tolong beli.. Lain dengan member aku Halimah ni, mana mungkin mak ayah dia bagi beli stoking pendek... So dia kumpul duit sendiri and dia beli sendiri stoking. Hahah nak gelak pun ade. Tapi takkan laaa dia nak pakai depan parents dia kann. Mampus kene leter. So before she went to school, dia pakai stoking biasa yang panjang sampai betis. Sampai je skolah, masuk je kelas, dia pun tukar stoking. Kelakar. Ade laa mulut mulut sumbang ni yang cakap 

"Cehh mak ustazah, anok dok pakka. Pakai stoking pendek bohh!" 

Dari sini aku belajar 3 benda. First hahahahaa berhati-hati masa pilih kawan okay adik-adik sane.. Peer pressure and parents pressure is the worst that you might want to handle. Trust me. Second Iman tak dapat diwarisi dari seorang ayah yang bertaqwa. In Halimah's case, ibu. In my opinion, we should live our life just like how we want it to be. It is not a necessary sebab mak ayah ustaz ustazah, anak kena jadi alim, pegang al-Quran 24 jam, tasbih kiri kanan, serban sebesar bakul atas kepala. Third we can never satisfy peoples' hearts. Baik, bising. Jahat lagi lah kannnn. 

Tak semestinya orang yang pakai singlet and seluar pendek pergi mall tu masuk neraka, 

or orang yang berjubah 5 helai dengan serban dan tasbih tu masuk syurga. 

Nampak perempuan keluar berdua dengan lelaki, terusss orang kata "Hahh gewe dating... Natang buat maksiat." Without knowing yang diorang tu adik beradik kandung muka lain... 

Or... 

Nampak lelaki puji lelaki lain, cakap ada rupa lelaki idaman (hehehe), teruss orang akan kata "Natang gayy! Bawok bala..." Padahal mengeratkan ukhwah tu sunnah nabi.. Padahal kalau perempuan puji perempuan yang lain itu normal.

And banyak lagi contoh lain yang korang boleh relate sendiri.. Belum lagi sentuh nampak loaded, nampak miskin, orang handsome, orang cantik semua.. 

Those who likes to pay the bill does so not because they are loaded.
But simply because they value friendship above money.
Those who takes initiative at work does so not because they are stupid.
But simply because they understand the concept of responsibilities.
Those who apologizes first after fight does so not because they are wrong.
But simply because they value the people around them.
Those who are willing to help you does so not because they owe you anything.
But simply they see you as a true friend.
Those who often text you does so not because they have nothing better to do.
But simply because you are always in their heart and their mind.

Just please people, stop trying to magnify others mistakes and start to magnify yours. 

Haha mohon jangan bash. Salam sayang, Dini. 

Psstt tahniah aizek dapat hantar wakil Tokoh Nilam Negeri ke peringkat Kebangsaan. Proud of you, Syamil! Go kick others contestants' ass! TIZTOPS! 

039- Dear Sister...

Having a sister is such a precious luxury to me. My sister will always be that person that I can share my deepest secrets with. I can always count on her to be there to share the difficult mountains that I may have to climb and those surprising moments of joy. In turn, I will be her shoulder to cry on over a lost love, or maybe celebrating her biggest achievement so far, be by her side when she finally gives her heart to a Prince and I will always thank her for making me laugh harder than anyone else that I know.

A birthday is just another excuse to tell her why she will always be my favorite person. I can just buy her all the cosmetic products, Revlon, Maybelline, Dior, just name it , so that she can feel beautiful wherever she goes, but I know she doesn’t need them. Simply because she is naturally beautiful. She always wear this bedak sejuk before going to bed because she worries about her muka bertampung and keep convincing me to wear it with her. She is the one that can change my tears into laughter. But most important of all, she always manage to find a way to remind me why having a sister is the greatest gift in the world.

And today, my little sister is already 14 years old. She managed to overcome a lot of hardship and circumstances herself. She used to be very kedekut tahik hidung masin with me where she will hide her belongings inside her wardrobe so that I cannot have them. She used to put me in a lot of troubles. She used to make me hate having a sister and prayed that she got hit by a bus (Hahaha). But today, I just cannot imagine my life without her presence.

Therefore, thank you. Thank you for being a very dear sister to me. I know, I might not be the best sister you could have ever wish, but Im trying to be one. We might not be able to celebrate your birthday together again, so have a blast one. You are the gedikest, nebengest person on earth and Kakak sayang yin to the moon and back.

038- Tomorrow is the last day...

Bila dah nak habis sedih pulak dah. Okay so besok kelas last English Course aku. For sure Im gonna snap a lot of pict tomorrow! Dah siap-siap kosongkan phone untuk isi gambar. Hahaha. And ade orang upah aku untuk jadi photographer aku. Not based on my skills obviously, but simply because I use iPhone. -.- Senjata makan tuan ni macam mane.. 

And besok kitorang punya kelas dekat tepi pantai. Yess! Agak-agak boleh main air tak. Hehehe. 

And Ahad aku pergi KL. With one and only one purpose, berjimba sakan to the fullest! Hahaha one of my friends dah willingly nak bawak aku pergi jalan-jalan. Punn sebab aku cakap aku bayar duit minyak. Payback time. Hehehe. 

So long!

037- Priority and option

It is kinda funny how a girl that suddenly happened to like a stranger that dont even like her. Or maybe he thinks that the girl is just bugging his life. Sending weird messages and texts. Weird here is not gross like erotically gross. Weird is like how she expresses her feelings trough words. And maybe that girl always try her best to find out his condition. Weather he is safe, good or what. Well, she thought that this is what people called caring. But maybe the boy just see that as a nuisance. 

When she sends him Telegram messages, she waits with patience. And the Last Seen 50 minutes ago changes to Online and maybe only God knows how happy she can be as she saw that. And all of her single tick messages turned to double tick. She was so excited. And she waited for he might be ...typing but the status remain Online. Maybe he is busy replying his friends' messages she kept on telling herself that again and again. She still put that smile on her face.And suddenly... the Online status changed. Last seen just now. 

Thunders rumbling. 

No, he just went away for awhile. He will come back later. But the status changed

Last seen 1 minute ago

Last seen 2 minutes ago

Last seen 3 minutes ago

Last seen 1 hour ago

Last seen 3 hours ago

Last seen yesterday at 8:45 pm 

And he was her priority, 

While she is only his option. 

Now that she guess he is happy, 

Because she is now easily forgotten. 

Gosh, this is hurt. How can you make the double tick as the penanda ukur kesabaran seseorang? And this is not my first time. Nor my second or third. Dah terlampau banyak dah.. They was right,

It is because you care so much, that make you hurt so much. 

Maaf aku bukan nabi, 

Pabila kesabaran ku teruji, 

Kau akan berdoa kau tidak pernah mengenali diri ku lagi. 

Atau apa mungkin?

Kau fikir aku manusia sempurna

Yang hatinya tidak pernah terguris,

Dan perasaannya tidak akan terluka?

036- Little trip to KT

Okay so hari Selasa, 10 hb, aku pergi Kuala Terengganu with a mission, that is to finish my driving classes and get my license as soon as possible. Hahaha tapi lain pulak jadinya. And this is how it goes. 

10.03.2015

Pukul 9:30 teksi (Pak Harun) nak datang and drove me to KT tapi hahahahaha pukul 8:30 aku baru bangun and barang-barang belum kemas pun lagi. Kelam kabut aku pagi tu. Tapi dengan bantuan superbibik aku, everything settled well. Aku pergi mandi, masuk-masuk bilik, baju-baju semua dah bersusun atas katil with an empty luggage nearby. So aku just masukkan je baju dalam luggage tu. Hahahaha masehh bibik, sayang bibik. Then everything settle, aku pun keluar. Bawak beg semua. Heran jugak sebab Pak Harun tak sampai-sampai lagi. Pak Harun dah serve for my family ever since kitorang pindah Dungun. Tak pernah sekali pun lewat. Naseb baik aku pergi check pintu pagar B (Rumah aku ade dua gates). Rupanya aku keluar tu, Pak Harun dah tunggu dah siap cekak pinggang. haha takde ah. Saje tambah. Hehe sorry Pak Harun.. 

10:15 am aku selamat sampai kat rumah Jidi kat Tok Jembal. Since my grandparents banyak rumah, aku pun dah naik confuse. Then turunkan luggage, bayar Pak Harun blablabla, aku pun masuk rumah. Tak sempat duduk, Jidi dah siap-siap dah nak bawak aku pergi PSM (my driving institute... Hahahaha instituteee!) So, layankan saja. Masukkan luggage dalam kereta, terus calo pergi PSM. 

Sampai kat PSM akak tu cakap paling awal aku boleh start buat atas litar is on 7th of APRIL. Madafakas. Aku rasa macam nak pengsan slash menangis mase dengar bait-bait indah dari akak PSM tu. Then aku tanye laa apesal lame beno sebab aku dah book ever since bulan February.. Dia cakap..

"Hari tu book dok letok dalam buku, so dok tertulis laa kat sini. Bukan saloh saya. Doh salah saye la? Pastu nok book ni pulok, kene tengok cikgu awok free ke busy. Sekarang ni kereta auto cuma ade sebuah je. Kereta tu laa untuk litar, jalan raya dan test JPJ jadi nok takmboh, awok kene tunggu... " 

Sakitnya tuh disini.. 

Then malas cerita panjang lebar last-last aku pergi book je laa untuk 7th April. GST dah applied dah. Aku still tak dapat lesen. Sedih tahu tak. Haha sedih-sedih pun, pergi laa call kawan aku.

 Dia syorkan aku pergi Pulau Redang. Dia nak suruh aku buat ape pergi pulau tatkala hati berduka begini? Nak suruh aku bercakap dengan terumbu dan karang di lautan, atau ikut Penyu-penyu balik ke kayangan? Atau nak suruh aku selfie and ambik gambar ngan joran? Heish. Then dia sebut pasal Paya Bunga Square. 

So petang tu, hantar Ain pergi Losong, aku pun negotiate ngan Moksu (nenek sedara aku) untuk bawak aku pergi Paya Bunga Square. Moksu ni memang boleh ajak berjimba laa tapi dia tak berani bawak kete. Kete Om yang Myvi tu ade, cuma dia takut nak bawak. So dia kata boleh, boleh sangatt tapi kene naik motor. Hahahaha aku dah lama tak naik motor. Dahtu takde choice, aku pun follow je laa. 

Malam tu tak banyak sangat aktiviti. Tengok Mat Luthfi, tunggu Ain habis kelas. Then tidur. Awal aku tidur, Ain ah ni ajak tidur awal -.- 

11.03.2015

Pagi tu bangun awall! Hahah eksaited nak gi jalan kot. 7:30 dah siap mandi semua. Tapi janji dengan Moksu pukul 10 pagi. And keluar bilik je, rumah dah kosong, takde orang. Atas meja ada kunci kereta, roti canai and duit belanja. Hehehe sayanggg jidi! 

Punya takde kerja dah, aku pergi cuci tandas. Hahahaha kesian aku. Then pukul 9:55 aku turun kat bawah. Tunggu Moksu ah. Punye lah lama tunggu, berselfie semua dalam 10:15 moksu sampai. Pastu naik motor! Boleh bayang tak, sepanjang aku naik motor tu, berapa banyakk selfie aku ambik, aku pun dahtak tahu. And memang aku senyummmm memanjang. Macam orang gila laa. Moksu pun naik heran. Hahahaha sorry moksu. 

Pastu sampai laa kat Paya Bunga Square tu. Hahaha Om was right, takde ape pun dalam tu. It such a waste of time. Bangunan dia besar dan cantik, luas, tapi kedai banyak belum bukak. Banyak laa kedai kosong lagi.. Wayang dia pun belum siap lagi. Cuma ada wayang 7D. Bayar RM 8 sorang. Haha boleh tahan laa syok, tapi sebab dah biasa, so macam tak heran sangat dah. Moksu pulak lain hal, sekejap cabut spek, sekejap pakai, hahahaa sebab takut.. Thrill movie, naik roller coaster. Last-last dia cakap "Natang ape mainan ahu dini main ni..." Hahahahaha sakit perut aku suke.. 

Then kitorang naik ke level 4 untuk pergi makan. Ade food court, tapi makanan belum ready.. Mase tu dah 11 am tapi kedai makan belum start jual lagi... Then Moksu ajak keluar dari Paya Bunga Square tu and ajak aku pergi makan kat Stesen Bas depan tu. 

Hahaha knowing me, aku memang flexible, maksudnya boleh layan semua.. Tapi Stesen Bas tu belum pernah pergi lagi. Dah bas pun tak pernah naik, pe jadahnya aku nak pergi stesen bas kan. Then kitorang pergi laa dekat satu kedai makan ni. Banyak je kedai makan kat situ tapi hahahaha kotor la sikit. Aku order maggi kari dengan tepeng. Moksu pun order bende yang sama.. Dahlah lama, tak sedap mane pun, mahal pulak... Total makan RM 14.00. And Moksu cakap mangkuk dia ada bau tahi lipas. Dia tanya aku, tak bau ke? hahahahahaa aku mane tahu tahi lipas bau canne... Dah tibai semangkuk maggi, baru Moksu cakap pasal lipas ni semua.. Nak pitam rase. Tapi alhamdulillah, takde pun lagi stakat ni muntah-muntah. So okay la kot.. Maybe tu lah first time and last time aku pergi makan dekat Stesen Bas.. 

Pastu kitorang pergi jalan ke Hock Kee Seng Emporium. aka Kedai Hokkiseng. Hok kiseng. Bukan hok kite.. Hahaha lawak jidi. =.='' Pastu jumpe satu baju ni. Voir punya. Cantek laa jugak. Satu RM 110. kalau beli 2, RM 100. Wth. Hahahaha beli dua ah. Habis pokai aku... Rase jugak menyesal tapi takpolah.. 

Petang tu, Ain pulak meroyan nak pergi makan kat Uncle Chua Signature. Hahahaha duit dah tinggal RM 5 ni.. Nak minum air mineral saje pun tak lepas.. Pastu dia dengan sukarela nak belanja aku as long as aku temankan dia makan. Nampak tak mengidam kat situ.. Naseb baik Uncle Chua tu within walking distance je. Oh, rumah nenek aku memang tengah-tengah bandar.. Tepi Primula. Hahahahah so tak susah la nak carik makan... Then kitorang jalan kaki pergi Uncle Chua and makan.. Layankan kepuasan Ain Ali 27. 

Then malam tu Moksu ngan aku pergi jalan-jalan dekat Festival Thailand di Syahbandar. Ain takde sebab pi main Taekwando, tournament nak dekat dah katenye... Best. Sebab aku belum pernah pergi ekspo gitu, so best la. Tak beli banyak pun sebab duit dah lesap dekat Hokkiseng =.= Aku just bawak RM 5 je pergi Festival Thai tu. Beli air RM 2 tinggal lagi RM 3. Hahah pastu terliur tengok budak tu makan sweet corn, pergi beli pulak jagung dalam mangkuk tu. Mahal nak mampus, kecik je RM 2.50. So tinggal RM0.50. Hahahaha sadis tak? Heish.

Haha moralnya anak-anak: You dont need to rich in order to be happy. Make the most out of what you have, and you'll have what others dont, satisfaction. 

As for me, I am totally satisfied with my vacation this time. Pergi somewhere yang tak pernah pergi, way out of my comfort zone.. Kalau mama tahu aku naik motor, makan kat stesen bas, mesti dia dah tak bagi aku keluar.. =.=

Oh yeah, 22 hb nak pergi KL. Poksu pulak dah janji nak bawak aku tour pusing-pusing KL 2 hari. Mula-mula was-was. Kelas laa ape la. Last-last on, haha tu pun lepas aku kata aku belanje makan. Hampeh.. Be sure to update my blog as well next time..