*referring to my previous entry *
That's it. Since I know that he is not the one, why should I cling to him anymore? That's it, Im moving on. (Its not that I havent try to stay away from him before, but it doesnt work out... =/ ). Knowing him is a mistake alright, but I never blame anyone else but myself.
I keep on asking myself, "why Im still here?" Hoping that one day he wont treat me like a complete shit anymore. I keep on convincing myself that things will change somehow or rather. But Ive been waiting since I was 15 and nothing happened.
Its okay, I am strong, am I not? Hoping that things will start to be okay again...
If only I knew what I know today.
I would take the pain away.
Thank you for all you've done.
Forgive all your mistakes.
There's nothing I wouldnt do to hear your voice again.
Sometimes I wanna call you, but I know you wont be there.
Im sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldnt do.
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you..
Some days I feel broke inside but I wont admit.
Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it's you I miss.
It is hard to say goodbye when it come to this.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
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