I dont even know what is wrong with me today.. I just feel so... angry. so mad.. I just feel like an outcast. And cant even do anything right... And plus I just feel like cursing- at both anyone and anything... You know, one of those days that you just wanted to be left alone, but you need some companionship. Whom you can trust. Whom no matter what you do, or did, they just wont go away. No matter how hard you dissed them, pushing them away, they just stick with you. like the gum you stepped on at park. They stay because they know, deep deeep down, behind all those facade, you want them too. And because they feel like they need to.
Okay now I just feel emotional-er. More than how mad I was. WHERE IS MY 'THEY'?!
Maybe just near-birthday syndrome.. maybe some new fucked up hormone produced...
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