mom im skek.

I couldnt stop grinning over the few first messages. Member mesti cuak, or regretted his decision of texting me since aku tak balas balas message dia. Mana taknya, hantar pukul 2:47 pm, aku replied at almost 5 pm. Padahal aku terbongkang tidur.

On a more serious note, what the hell am I going to do? What are we going to talk about? How do we overcome the awkward confrontation? HOW SHOULD I DO THIS? SHOULD I CANCEL IT?! Im freaking out to death. And shit I cant be late for tomorrow, but I cant close my eyes. Im trembling, still cant decide whether it is over excitement or scared.

Hopefully I didnt shit myself. Heh it happened you know HAHAH ok cerita lainnn!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

SELAMATAN HARI RAYA (kedua) SEMUANYAAA!

Things are still hectic here in Terengganu. Semalam aku kena gigit dengan lipas. It fucking hurts. And yeah it is also gross. Hopefully nothing serious la. Bapak malu kalau kena masuk emergency room and bila MA tanya "oh kena gigit lipas". -___-

I swear to God, aku gigit balik lipas ni karang. Mentang mentang dah habis puasa, kau nak menggatal.

So, Ive been thinking, and waiting, to wish him a good selamat hari raya jugak. I think it would be a good opportunity for me to reprimand the broken things between us. I dont know why, I dont do this a lot. Scratch that, I barely do this. Or is 'never' would be even more accurate...? I just dont ever think anyone worth the 'humiliation'. Hehhhhh tengok tu gais, the ego is talking.

And so I did it. I wished him a very merry selamat hari raya. And I didnt regret it. Phew.

He still remember that I am infact from Terengganu. Awhh. And I couldnt even bother to recall his kampung. Melaka kot.


Yogatta-nae.