Urgh

Should I start the conversation? Ok it might not be a 'should-or-should-not' but a 'how-should-I'.. Shit I suck at this. I keep on telling people that Im an introvert. I dont engage conversation unless I deem it necessary, let alone starting a pointless conversation. How to.... ha maybe I should ask about the weather? Where is he right now anyway? Heh you already know that he is back in Dublin, you psycho stalker. 

Oh God. Mana tali.. nak bunuh diri. 

Okay here goes nothing.