049- Just catching up


Okay so today I just wanna post something that is so random. And quite nonsense as well.. Maybe it is because I haven't updated my blog for quite a while right. My last post was like 2 months away. Sorry sorry sorry.. So, this entry will be about my life so far. 


First thing first, Selamat Hari Raya guyss! Today is the 3rd day of Syawal. How was your raya? Is it fun? Is it interesting...? Mine was so hambar. Seriously, if it was not because of my family, I won't be celebrating Raya pun this year. Plus I have so many assignments and plus plus, I have so many problems on my own. 

Face it guys, raya is not the same anymore. The joy of celebrating Raya fades away year by year. You may say that Im wrong, but you cannot deny it. Maybe it is the cost of modernisations. And as a fact, I just wore my Baju Raya one time so far and that was because of my father wanted us to take family photo for our first raya. 2nd and 3rd raya, I just wore pyjama. And baju biasa.. 

Second, my birthday is just around the corner! Yeah! Fuck yeahhhhh Im now legal~ *yeah I know, not yet legal but please don't spoil my mood* I don't even know why Im so happy for my 18th birthday. I should be sad. I cannot even have the opportunity to celebrate it with my family. Because of my lectures. Haish. But its okay. I guess I'll have to keep on convincing myself that its okay. 

Third, I ALREADY RECEIVE MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM MY PARENTS! My mother, she gave me two sets of jewelries. Even though Im not that fancy about gold and such, but hey, when your mother gave it to you, you'll have to appreciate it kan.  The first set was from my ancient great grandmother. It is a tradition I guess, to pass down your junks to your next generation, as what my grandmother did to my mother and now my mother did it to me. So I kinda obligate to do the same thing to my kiddo. ==, Lets just hope that thing doesn't hilang by then. 

The second set was mine to choose. My mother did took me to kedai Emas but I didn't like any of the patterns showed. So I just took my mom's hahahahaha lol me. My mom has a very good taste. High even. So I just asked one from her, which suits me the best and she gave me one. Cannot post pict laaa, malu. Then my father gave me a laptop as present. Not just any laptop ^^, Its a MacBook Pro.. I've always dreaming of using this laptop. But just kept is as a dream... Well, dreams do come true kan. Hehehehe 

Forth, my father will have to work in Egypt, starting this October. And the worst part is, my family will be following him as well, leaving me alone here in Shah Alam dammit. So I guess no more raya next year. And its not worth it anymore for me to come back to Dungun. So maybe after this I can just have my flight straight to Kuala Terengganu or even straight to Cairo Egypt, either way works fine with me hehehe.